MIDNIGHT
Agonizing cries
tore through the dimly-lit Intensive Care Unit, of Saint Andrew’s Hospital,
‘Where’s
my damn doctor?’ Marco bellowed, thrashing about his bed sheet, ‘where the hell
are you?
Sister Anne, a critical care
nurse, leapt from her bedside stool flicking on the over-bed light. ‘Shhh... Mr
Cella, its midnight and you’re disturbing the other patients. What’s wrong?’ She
whispered as nimble fingers examined his naked body, ensuring the intravenous
tubes, catheter and pulse oximeter remained intact.
‘Hell, I’m in agony daft woman! Stop this transfusion immediately!’
‘Shut up!’ A patient yelled in annoyance, ‘Stop being so squeamish,
have you no pride? I’m recovering from a cervical fusion and you, Sir, are no
gentleman!’
‘Madam!’ Sister Anne thrust her hands on her hips, ‘I’d like to
remind you this is not a hotel!’
Her words were deafened by stinging criticism from patients, which
spread through the ward like a wasp with outstretched legs.
‘Bloody hell, I’m paying five star hotel prices here,’ a patient
raged, ‘shift that sod into the corridor so we can have some peace in here. ‘Hey,
you!’ The patient roared at Marco, ‘you howl like a sewer cat on heat!’
‘Silence!’ Sister Anne glared at them in fury, ‘or I’ll lodge a
formal complaint against all of you!’
Livid by the insults, Marco attempted to move
off his bed, ‘Phone Doctor Freeman immediately. Tell that quack I demand an immediate transferral to a private ward.’
‘No,’ Sister Anne rebuked Marco as she neatened the bedcovers, ‘you
were seriously injured and require tentative observation. Furthermore, you are attached
to cardiac support devices, which will sound off an alarm at the slightest
movement. I can’t wake him unless the monitoring devices reflect your vital
signs deteriorating. At the moment you’re in a stable condition.’
‘Condition? He
snapped sarcastically. ‘Is that a word you’ve just discovered in the dictionary?
This is more a critical state of affairs! And as for your patients verbal abuse, I’ll take the whole damn lot of you to
Arbitration.’
Ignoring his ranting and erratic breathing,
Sister Anne injected morphine sulphate into an intravenous chamber. ‘This will
assist towards alleviating your pain, now please try to rest.’ Leaving the light on, she briskly returned to
her bedside stool, and pushed her reading glasses on the top of her greasy nose.
Flipping through a file on top of her desk, she sighed deeply, bit her lip and
recorded information: 12.00am – Patient
showing signs of anxiety and aggression.
Shrouded in a flowing gown, Stella stepped out
of bed. A sense of serenity and compassion encircled her soul, as her bare feet
slid across the cold vinyl floor. Noting that Sister Anne, an elderly woman,
seemed more concerned with her paperwork than her fretful patient, Stella moved
promptly towards him. Despite bandages swathing his head and eye-shields, she
recognised the rugged features of a middle aged man.
‘Hello, I’m Stella
Stevens,’ her manner appeared sweet and graceful.
Startled by the unexpected visitor, he turned
his face towards the direction of Stella’s voice.
‘There’s a lady here,’ he announced to Sister Anne.
‘Yes,’ she replied
without glancing his way, ‘... a lady.’
‘Actually her name
is Stella Stevens!’ He barked in frustration, but Sister Anne remained silent,
focusing on her file she recorded: 12.30am
– Patient hallucinating.
‘Hush my sweetheart,’ Stella’s soft voice consoled him,
‘Who are you?’
‘Marco Cella, but
you can call me Marco.’
‘Marco, I heard
your cries and I’m here to help you.’
‘Help me? How the
hell can you help me when I can’t even see you,’ he yelled in frustration.
‘What happened to
you?’ Her hands fluttered down his neck, stroking him gently.
‘A reckless sod ran
a red light causing a head on collision. Is that maniac alive?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘When I get out of
here, I’ll have him bonded to my banking account! My car is a total right off
and now I’m in danger of renal failure, but I’m too young to die. Hell, I want
my life back!’
‘Marco, I suffered
renal failure, but now I’m healed. With intensive medical care you shall
survive.’
‘Then what am I
suppose to do? What if I survive? Who would want a blind man, with no kidneys
and a damaged heart? What quality of life will I have?’
‘Marco, I’ll never
leave you,’ she consoled him.
‘Are you mentally
disturbed? You don’t even know me,’ he
burst out in annoyance.
Stella tenderly
assured him, ‘Oh, Marco, I think I just recognise pain when I see it, because I
had to grow up fast myself. But the pain also strengthened and weakened me in
some ways. God moulds us into the people He needs us to be for this world.’
‘Oh spare me this God crap!’ he raged. ‘Where
was God when my life was wrecked? Is He going to shower a divine healing upon
me? I think not!’
Stella did not
respond as tears trickled down her cheek onto her jaw.
An awkward silence
stilled the ward for a while and then his tone softened, ‘Are you still here?’
‘Yes’, she
responded softly, wiping her face with the back of her hand.
‘I can’t sleep,’ he
remarked sheepishly.
‘Well that’s good
news,’ peels of laughter rang out softly, ‘at least we can chat.’
He smiled despite
his discomfort, revealing wrinkles on
the side of his face. ‘I wish I could see you.’
Stella’s eyes sparkled with joy. Dazzled by
his smile, she curtsied as she had been taught and kissed his cheek. ‘You will
see me,’ she assured him.
‘How will I see
you? I’m blind! Explain your appearance to me.’
‘I’m a nun Marco,’
she replied shyly. ‘There’s not much to say, except that I’m of average height,
have blue eyes and long hair.’
‘You have long hair?’
He raised his voice, startled, ‘I thought nuns were required to cut their
hair?’
‘No Marco, that season has gone,’ she sighed.
‘Ah…modern times,’
he rationalised. After a moment of silence, he enquired reflectively, ‘So, you
won’t leave me?’
‘No Marco, I’ll be
your sight wherever you go. My heart will be your love and I’ll share my
kidneys with you.’ As Stella’s soft golden curls brushed against his bruised face,
her body yielded a perfume of roses. ‘Marco, your hands are in mine, now you
are safe.’
As he felt the
gentleness of her slender fingers, suspicion flared in him. ‘How much?’
‘Excuse me?’ Sister
Anne shot him an angry glance, ‘What did you say?’
‘Oh, now you’re
interested in what I have to say Miss Smarty Pants!’ He snapped in a brittle
tone. ‘Well, I’m not talking to you, I’m chatting to Stella you stupid cow!’ he
muttered under his breath.
‘How dare you!’ she slammed her hand on the
desk and furiously jotted down the time: 1.00am
– Patient showing signs of severe aggression.
Ignoring Sister
Anne’s fury, he focused on Stella.’ How much, I asked you? Everything has its
price and you obviously want to sell your kidney. My, but you’re a cunning
little vixen! You almost had me there, you’re into kidney trafficking! Speak
up! A simple yes or no will do.’
Ignoring his disrespect,
she replied in kindness,’ No Marco, I’m not after your money, this is a gift of
love. I have more than I need.’
‘Love...?’ He
scoffed.
‘Yes.’
‘Are you married
Stella?
Sister Anne stared at him, shaking her head from left to right.
‘Married?’ Stella
laughed tenderly, ‘remember I’m a nun.’
‘Of course,’ he suddenly felt embarrassed.
‘You speak so easily about love, but have you ever experienced the familiarity
of loving a man?’
‘I’ve loved someone
for many years, but never had the courage to approach him.’
‘Oh, I’m sorry to
hear that.’
‘Don’t be sorry, I
eventually realised my calling was to serve God in a vocation.’
‘So let me get this
straight. You’re going to donate your kidney free of charge to someone you
barely know? Won’t your church object to this?’
‘No, they believe
it’s very charitable.’
‘How old are you Stella?’
‘Twenty- nine.’
‘You’re still a
baby. Well, I’m in my mid forties and if this is a cruel joke, I would like to
inform you that I’m an attorney.
Sister Anne dropped
her pen in frustration, clearly infuriated by his constant chatter. ‘Hush…’ she
hissed, but he ignored her.
Stella realised
that time was short. ‘Ah…an attorney,’ she remarked quietly.
‘Yes, I’m a State
Prosecutor specialising in Family Law.’
‘That must be heart
wrenching,’ she caressed his hands.
‘Law is without passion,’ he replied abruptly. ‘I’m
referred to as the poisonous spider
in court. My bite is lethal in prosecuting
entire families who witness child maltreatment in silence. There were times I
almost smashed my fist into parents’
jaws. You may wonder why these crimes are hidden within family
circles. Why do friends and neighbours not report these barbaric offences to
the relative authorities? It can only be described in three simple sentences.
People don’t want to get involved. They justify their apathy on the premise
that this act is too uncommon to warrant a formal investigative approach.
Somewhere in time, the world must step in and prosecute these families for
their heinous acts.’
‘I wish to devote
the rest of my life consoling and praying for those who suffer,’ Stella added.
‘That’s impossible.
The world is filled with suffering.’
‘Well, I’m with you,’
she tenderly kissed his shoulder.
Marco smiled, taking comfort in her soft caresses.
‘You promise never to leave me, but you’re a nun. So unless you’re intending to
flee the convent and elope with me, how do you propose to remain by my side?’
Before Stella could
reply, Sister Anne’s patience wore out. ‘That’s enough! It’s almost 2.00am and
I can’t endure another second of your incessant rambling,’ she threw her
glasses onto the desk. Seizing a needle, she plunged it into his intravenous chamber.
‘Now you’re off to
sleep,’ she clipped with satisfaction and returned to her reams of paperwork.’
‘She’s sedating
me,’ he cried out.
‘I know my love.
They did the same to me,’ she kissed his lips as the freshness of her breath
stirred intense emotions in Marco, something different to the thrill of lust he
experienced with women. Captured by Grace, a self centred veil from his soul, enlightening
him to Stella’s humility in its purest form.
Please don’t leave me. I’m afraid.’
‘Marco, our lives
are united forever,’ she soothed him. ‘Now you should sleep, for tomorrow will
be a busy day.’
‘Busy? How? I’m not supposed to move, or I’ll set off
these blazing alarms.’
‘You’ll wake to a
new dawn.’
‘You mean I’m going
to die?’ He suddenly panicked.
‘No, my darling,
you’ll have life,’ she lovingly assured him, clasping his hands firmly.
‘Stella, I’m
afraid,’ his voice slurred as the sedative took effect.
‘There’s nothing to
be afraid of, your hands are in mine.’
Within seconds he fell silent.
Sister Ann sighed
with relief, and was about to bite into a cupcake iced with vanilla frosting, when
Doctor Freeman and a pathologist burst into the ward. Marco’s files were
scrutinised, the monitoring devices meticulously observed and vials of blood
were rushed off to the laboratory. Suddenly a hive of activity surrounded his
bed.
Marco stirred awake
as the curtain of dawn released golden ribbons of light across the ward. A team
of surgeons surrounded his bed.
‘Ah, finally awake!’ Doctor Freeman smiled, ‘We
have astonishing news for you Marco, all we require is your consent for
immediate surgery, but this is a most unusual case.’
‘What are you
talking about? What news?’
‘A patient donated the cornea of her eyes, both kidneys and heart to
you. She insisted you be her only recipient, or she is to be buried intact.
Fortunately you’re a perfect match.’
‘Someone named me
especially?’ Marco questioned in amazement.
‘Yes, it’s astounding
the two cases are so extraordinarily timed. This lady died at the very moment your
life needed saving. What was your relationship to Sister Stella Stevens?’
‘I only met her
last night. She consoled me after that obnoxious nurse refused to phone you.
Quite frankly, when a nurse displays no empathy towards her patients, she has
clearly chosen the wrong profession and should be hauled before a disciplinary
hearing.’
‘Why did you need
me?’
‘Hell, I was in
agony and to top it all, was subjected to insulting remarks from the patients,’
he snapped.
Matron Marian handed over two files. ‘Doctor, Stella was
my patient and died at midnight. Sister Anne recorded that Marco was
hallucinating from midnight, and his tedious conversations concerned someone by
the name of Stella Stevens.’
‘There you are,’
Marco replied smugly, ‘you have the wrong Stella. My Stella is a refined woman
and very much alive.’
‘Marco,’ Doctor Freeman stared at him, ‘here
is a note and a photograph of a beautiful nun attached to a donor certificate.
I’ll read it to you.’
Convent of Mercy
25 September 1986.
My darling Marco Cella,
I will be your sight, my heart will be your love and my
kidneys will grant you
life.
Your hands are in mine. Now you are safe.
You remain in my prayers forever,
Sister Stella
Stevens.
‘This was written
two weeks ago,’ Doctor Freeman remarked, rubbing his forehead in dismay ‘on the
very day you were admitted into hospital.’
‘Where did you find
it?’ Marco enquired, extremely confused.
‘Perhaps it’s best
the prioress addresses you,’ Sister Marian beckoned to a black-veiled nun
standing in the doorway.
Marco
heard the soft tinkling of rosary beads blending with the rustle of a habit, as
she hurried towards him. Seated beside his bed, her strong gaze noted the
traces of bruises across the pallor of his face, ‘Marco, I’m Mother Superior
Maryanne. Sister Stella suffered complications after major surgery and was
declared clinically brain-dead at midnight. Asking for the life machines to be
turned off, was not met without heartfelt grief, but I cannot think of a more
beautiful way to remember her, as she has granted you life in the form of a
donor certificate. I raised Stella in an
orphanage and she displayed a pensive thoughtful side to her young nature,
which later added to her aspiring towards the salvation of souls. Standing
before the Greater Door, Stella never
complained, or uttered an unkind word against anyone. I would personally describe
her as a hand planted blossom of mystical sainthood. Extraordinary dispensation
from the church was required for this gift of life to you, and I’m sure she is
looking down and smiling at us.’
Suddenly Marco was
awestruck by Stella’s words: ‘Your hands
are in mine. Now you are safe.’
His jaws tightened as he recollected a moment
in time, so many years ago. Those were the very words he expressed to console a
critically injured little girl, after her parents were sentenced to life in
prison.
Text
copyright © 2012-07-31
Charmagne Goncalves
